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odds
plural
1 odds are that he is no longer alive: the likelihood is, the probability is, chances are, there's a good chance.
2 the odds are in our favor | against all odds: advantage, edge; superiority, supremacy, ascendancy.
PHRASES
at odds 1 Duncan and Eliza have been at odds all week: in conflict, in disagreement, on bad terms, at cross purposes, at loggerheads, quarreling, arguing, on the outs, at daggers drawn, at each other's throats. 2 your behavior is at odds with the interests of the company: at variance with, not in keeping with, out of keeping with, out of line with, in opposition to, conflicting with, contrary to, incompatible with, inconsistent with, irreconcilable with.
odds and ends the students covered the gourds in odds and ends such as felt and cotton: bits and pieces, bits, pieces, stuff, paraphernalia, things, sundries, miscellanea, bric-a-brac, knickknacks, oddments, junk

upside |ˈəpˌsīd|
noun [in sing. ]
1 the positive or favorable aspect of something.
2 an upward movement of stock prices.
PHRASES
upside the head on the side of head : she slapped him upside the head

price
noun
1 the purchase price: cost, charge, fee, fare, levy, amount, sum; outlay, expense, expenditure; valuation, quotation, estimate, asking price; informal, humorous damage.
2 spinsterhood was the price of her career: consequence, result, cost, penalty, sacrifice; downside, snag, drawback, disadvantage, minus.
3 he had a price on his head: reward, bounty, premium.
verb
we priced each ticket at $5.00: fix/set the price of, value, rate, cost; estimate.

bet
verb
1 he bet $10 on the favorite: wager, gamble, stake, risk, venture, hazard, chance; put/lay money, speculate.
2 informal I bet it was your idea: be certain, be sure, be convinced, be confident; expect, predict, forecast, guess.
noun
1 a $20 bet: wager, gamble, stake, ante.
2 informal my bet is that they'll lose: prediction, forecast, guess; opinion, belief, feeling, view, theory.
3 informal your best bet is to go early: option, choice, alternative, course of action, plan

upward |ˈəpwərd|
adverb (also upwards)
toward a higher place, point, or level : she peered upward at the sky.
adjective
moving, pointing, or leading to a higher place, point, or level : an upward trend in sales.
PHRASES
upwards (or upward) of more than : upwards of 3,500 copies | Gooden can throw the ball at upward of 95 miles per hour.
DERIVATIVES
upwardly adverb
ORIGIN Old English upweard(es) (see up , -ward ).

And I'm coping and writting it here now. :)()

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Alright, what happen in my life?? Right now when i'm writting that i had to be in a flight going from London to Kuala Lumpur. I'm not. Once, not too long ago, I had a thought. I'm not going after tomorrow, not yet. And here I am sitting in the bed with a lovely full moon outside and not in a plane flying direction Malaysia and Thailand. I'm soooo happy here :=)  I'll just go to Malaysia for  couple of days and after there Aotearoa. Now i'm really awesome!! Even here is being difficult with my family, bufff!! i thought they could understand much more, but not. We speak and after that everybody lives their life, that's it. It's simple. Life is simple. It is for me as it is yours for u. I love the life, I love my life :=) And I love my friends! Here I didn't see as many as i wanted and it's perfect just what have happened with everybody. And "society"... aix society! buuufffff!!! buffff!! But I can't accept it that anymore. I'm doing things. I'm sharing ideas. Ideas coming from everything I learnt and from everybody i learnt from. Thanks for your part my friend. I spoke with lots of diferent people inside this society. Sharing, speaking, comunicating. And now is a present for me. Today was my departure day from here to London and continue. And I continue here. Now I'm staying a bit longer in this town. Just today was aweeesome!! I love here when i'm here! :=) 
We'll see soon my friend and we'll see...!!